Oh just this one update.

No one reads this.

I don't even mind.


Update of my life. I got a job offer in St. George, amazing right?? I was going to take it, I wanted to take it, I should have taken it, but for some reason I couldn't get myself to take it! There's something about where I am right now that is just, right. Not sure if it has to do with my sister, some friends, my clients at work, or what, but I just need to stay here. I still want to move to St. George more than anything, but, it can wait a little while.

I am dating people and I am loving it! There are some I date that I most definitely like more than others, but most every guy is pretty awesome. It's so different than my past dating experiences. I'm used to attracting all sorts of creepers, really, ALL sorts, (nasty indian band guy, in trouble with cops guy, not show up twice in two days guy, make out psycho, too nice guy, girl from behind guy, guy who sends friend to go on date instead of him and doesn't bother telling you guy, and guy who talks on phone in theater during a movie while on the date, to name a few.) But lately I've been attracting normalish guys! By normalish I mean they're not normal enough to be boring, and not weird enough to be in the psycho category, does that make sense? Yes. For ONCE in my life, dating is really fun!

My job is getting crazy. I'm not sure what it is, but the clients have gone mad! Today alone I had one client open the door while I was driving, one client hit me while I was trying to drive, one client call the police, one client tangle her fingers into my hair, one client attack me by scratching, grabbing, and trying to bite, one client have to get restrained by 3 guys, and one client have a major freak out. I love my job, and all though the days are getting more and more difficult, I am trying my best to help these clients, because they deserve someone to treat them good and prove to them that you're not there for the money, you actually want to help them. As much as I talk bad about my job on the hardest days, I really appreciate them! If it weren't for the hard days, I wouldn't appreciate the good ones!

My little niece turns 2 today. She is flipping adorable, and she's having a Yo Gabba Gabba birthday party tomorrow night that I am a little too excited for! Happy Birthday Alyssa!!

I found something that I love, pinterest.com. It is an amazing website, and you don't have to be subscribed to it to enjoy it, (I'm not!) It's basically an electronic pin board where people post their favorite things. It's amazing, you will love it!

Happy Birthday Lynnli!

My niece turns 3 years old tomorrow, so she celebrated today with a party at Jungle Jim's! Who remembers that place?? I remember going to a birthday party there when I was little, stealing tokens, and having to share all the candy I got with them with the other kids at the party. . . It was embarrassing, I was such a brat. Anyway, my niece had an awesome chocolate with whipped cream frosting cake (that I didn't have any of, be proud of me,) and she got some awesome gifts! Play food, a little shopping cart, Tangled DVD and toys, easy bake oven, play dough, just super awesome things! I can't believe my little niece is 3! Time goes by way too fast!!

Happy Birthday Lynnli! I love you, you stinker!

Day 1

So today was the first day of my new "lifestyle," and it went pretty well. Now it's not over yet, but I'm having dinner right now and going to a movie with my best friend at 7pm, and since I'm not eating after 8pm, I should be good!

I woke up this morning and was supposed to go to Zumba, but. . . I didn't. I went back to sleep instead. HOW COULD I DO THAT?!! I love zumba! But I was exhausted and just slept right through it! I will do better at that I swear!

On the bright side, my eating has been fantastic! Here's what I had:

Breakfast:
1/2 cup of fiber one cereal, dry (not a fan of milk): 60 calories.

Lunch:
6 in. veggie sub from Subway (included 2 slices of cheese, lettuce, tomato, olives, pickles, banana peppers, cucumber, and a little mustard on 9 grain wheat bread): About 350 calories.

Snack:
I went grocery shopping so I nibbled on some dried cherries, grapes, and carrots. Estimated amount if calories: 100

Dinner:
Snap Peas (1/2 the package): 80 calories
Broccoli with cheese (1 package,) (I know cheese isn't good for you, but it's the steamers so it comes with the cheese on it.): 135 calories

Water: 100 oz. of water (This is easy if you carry around a 33oz. Smart Water bottle, you only have to drink three of them!)

See how awesome that is? Only 725 calories, and I feel like I've eaten so much today! BUT since I'm under 1,000 calories and that's not healthy for you, I think I'll take some almonds and dried cherries to the movies! (Just realized I haven't had protein yet today! Oops!)

I know tomorrow is going to be difficult because it's my niece's birthday, but I'm going to hope for the best and have the best will power that I can! Ahhhh! Wish me luck!!